she's baddd at everything. from respecting other people to knocking the door before entering plus from being nice to other housemate.

ehem.

unfortunately, she's good at something. at least. that is making us pissed off to death.

for me, she's totally an issue that need to be kicked out from the house eternally, and should be banned by the 'tenant club' (persatuan rumah-rumah sewa) for her terrible, awful, dreadful, poor, horrible, totally un-tolerate-able manner. she deserve tons of slap and kicks for that. bonus when we curse a lot about that B*.

to be frank, we never wanna speak to her or have anything to do with her. but, she has created the most beautiful relationship between us that drive us insane and went mentally disturbed. oh no, we won't waste it just like that. perhaps we'll spice it up later. soon, she'll know that we really really really adore her.

boo hoo

jeng jeng jeng!!!

so this is she, the one who accompany me during the internship. sankyu!

ok. i admit i ain't got the time to update, and i really  have no idea what to write.

erm.. or maybe i shud update about my internship.

well, works turn out to be ok. i meant the people. just better from the previous. :D and folks, i got a company here (hooray!!).  she's mmuian yet i ain't know her much so we just started to get know of each other. she's better than me in IT field (knowledge-able oke) so i know that'll totally help me out in completing the task assigned. yeay you guys shud know that i'm totally super-duper not interested with this IT thingy. yet what to do, i have to finish what i have started. kalo tak macam cacat jer. haha.

btw, i passed all my paper. those all 6 subjects. macam hebat lak rase leh lepas all those 6 subjects. hahahahaha *evil laugh*. why? because every semester i have this one bad habit that CAUSE me to extend for another one year. i really-really-really like to drop one subject each semester. yes, that's mean if i have to take like 5 subjects this semester, i would drop one subject by the end of semester just because i felt not ready to face all those 5 subjects through the finals. so at the end i'll go for my final to sit for only 4 papers. *sigh* and for all those abandone subjects, i have to re-take it again whenever the subject offered. so, kepada bijak pandai kire kire, calculate the subjects left if i already gone through 9 semester. kirekirekirekirekirekire jeng jeng there were like 9 subjects left!! NINE oke! tuh la pasal ako kene extend. %&*&&(%@@!~@^*_)*& salah sendiri jadik nak wat camne kan? nasik dah jadik nasik goreng pattaya same paprik ayam.  *depressed*

aside from that, congrats to whom that already prepare to hold the title 'graduate' already. ako jer blom graduate. dem. nak wat camne la kan, i deserve to extend my study. malas sangat. padan muke.

dah la. tetibe jer sakit hati sebab tak grad lagy. nyampah

ta!

bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling bowling

AKU NAK MAIN BOWLING!! ADE PAHAM??

well, i've imagine that working in an office might be fun and will end up as one of my sweet memory. yet, i started to feel bored and maybe it's because of the environment itself, not to blame the 'working in the office'.

ok. maybe it's too early for me to assume that working is boring, as i just work for only a few days starting from 5th june. people here are so-so, unfriendly, not out-going, that's just plain boring. (yes, because of them i tend to just shut my mouth and doing my 'work' like there's nobody around me). it's not like i blame it all to them, it's just i'm feeling unwanted as they were gossiping about things that i've no idea what's they're talking about. the most i could do is just pretend to giggle if they making jokes or something that they think pretty funny.

or maybe it's just my feeling. maybe i have to wake up so early in the morning, and somehow make me feel exhausted and tend to limit my social life.

well maybe..

maybe not..

urgh. i don't know if i could survive in this environment for this fixed period.

cik nina and cik nita, i'm happy that you guys enjoy your internship there. enjoy until it lasts.

p/s: i miss bowling.. :(

am i stubborn and hard-hearted?
am i strong-willed and highly motivated?
am i easily angered?
am i beautiful physically and mentally?
am i shy towards opposite sex?
am i easily consoled?
am i systematic?
am i understanding?
am i dislike being at home?
am i restless?
am i hardworking?
do i love to dream?
do i love literature and arts?
do i love traveling?
do i really have sickness in the ear and neck?
do i really can attract others and loves attention?
do i really needs no motivation?
do i have a firm standpoint?
do i have deep feelings?
do i have sharp thoughts?
do i have a strong clairvoyance?
do i have good imagination and good physical?
do i have weak breathing?

stuff that i got from a friend that obsessed with horoscopes. btw, most of em are true. caya la!

today is totally an unfortunate event to me.

why?

1st  i accidentally dropped my laptop and she'd bang the floor (for the very 1st time, and i pray there's no next time. please). alhamdulillah nothin bad happen. i may cry until now (while i'm blogging) if she did split into two.
2nd i accidentally switch my router off and the internet connection went dead. i mean.. really dead b'cause she's so damn sensitive. and after 2 times restarted this box, amid tons of patience, i manage to reach the net again. with an effort waiting for half an hour to reconnect. great
3rd i'm dead. i ain't score in my tests and resulted that i could't get half of the full marks.  padanmukekau, sapesuruhtakstudy. :| 

anyway, im study-ing now. pray for my success.

 

well, i don't know why i felt so dejected when she's gone. i mean, it's not like she's gone forever. she's still there, and she's still here in my heart. yet, somehow it's hard for me to let her go. it's killing me to have the idea that i won't meet her for a very long period. the idea to sleep on that king-sized bed alone. the idea there's no more chit-chatting (or worse gossipin/jage tepi kain orang) before doze to the slumberland. no more kickin,cursin,wrestlin and anythin that we used to do as our daily routine.

yes, i do miss my partner-in-crime.

however, i'd overcome all the depressing thought and i'm happy for her as she's there because she meant to be there.

<3 u! go go aussie! :D

p/s: don't forget to put my corduroy jacket in your shopping list darl. thank you

You are the one that showed me love didn't mean pain
You are the one that protects me from the rain
You are the one who makes me smile whenever you speak
You are the one who is strong when I am weak
You are the one who brightens up my days
You are the one who loves me in so many ways
You are the one who I know really cares
You are the one who helps me through my despairs
You'll be the one who will share my dreams with me
You'll be the one I'll love eternally..........

The beautiful moon in the star lit sky,
Thinking of how much I love you, as the days go by,
I could never love another, only you,
I love the way you make me happy with the funny things you do,
Your beautiful smile, brightens my day,
By your side, until death, I shall always stay,
I will never forget when I first saw you,
Your beautiful eyes looking into mine, your soul- so true,
It is these little things that I love about you so much,
Your smile, your eyes, your forever sweet touch.

I love you always and forever iqa ,
Love,az-harr -143-

az-harr wrote on 18th October 2003

comel tak? my new bed sheet. love at first sight. -my bed kat hostel-