we got conversed over what we want or what we need.

he: i think i have to make a lotsa money, and buy a big house. just for the two of us.
she:i don't think that's what we need. maybe it's more to what's you desire. i think we'll be okay with an apartment.
he: hurm, what about you?
she:me?
he: yes, you. do you think that i want you or i need you?
she: (buat buat tak dengar) uh?
he: psst.. i need you

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hehehehe

kali nih burfday jihan lak. yipee!

well, i knew jihan since my alpha year in mmu, the yester-years which i really miss until today. we're in the same apartment with our other frens: aienull, alin, qama, hana, zam. we ain't in the same room yet that doesn't give me any difficulties to pay a visit to her room. i've my own way in visiting her which whenever i'm back from my class, i'll go to her room and and wa-lah! i'm already on her bed golek-golek dengan selesanye. and i'll know she'll immediately shout "iqaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!" without hesistation. pastu mule la hempuk2 ngan bantal sambil halau ako dari katil. but hey, lagy la ako nak golek-golek kan? hahahaha.

we love gossiping. really do. although i don't even know the person who we were gossiping about. because she'll give a good laugh doing her thing, y'know. hehe sape tanak happy-happy kan :D

yet, we do have our bad time. we've cried and the next thing happen we already head out and hit the beach to clear our messed head. lepak and watching the sun set somehow cured ourself and temporarily give us the space we need from the 'incident'. 

nway jihan, happy 22nd burfday! dah tua pon ko. ako jer mude remaje. hahaha. plus, u're a career women kan. so lagy la nampak tua. hahahahha. semoge burfday tahun nih sangat best best best giler dan nanti i'll treat u something when i'll back to kl okeh? mwah darling! and selamat hari raya!!!

al-fatihah di atas pemergian mak tok az-harr. semoga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. amin

aca dearie,

i know it's hard for you to read my blog, and it's not because you don't want to read it; it's because you're making such a big fuss in either typing the url address or saving it under your favourites link. and your main reason is "aca buta IT". he he. yet, because today is your burfday, i still want to do an entry about you as you're one of the person i treasure most. *hugs*

aca is aca. she always do things in her own way (macam naruto lak. quote: "it's my way of ninja"), and she doesn't care either it's wrong or right as long as she satisfied herself. can be bubbly at time and totally outspoken (serious nih :D). hot tempered yet if you guys know the right way to console her (of course the main thing is the right word), she'll melt in no time. i admit that she's seem tough and strong from the outside, yet she need to be pampered the most. very gedik to abah and her eldest sis (moi). happy go lucky yg tak bertempat. haha. sangat competitive. lurve to shop, a lot.

ape ape pon, it's pretty sad when you're not around for this coming Idul Fitr. yeah, as for you to always accompany me lepak-raya-makan at my frens', i really gonna miss it this year aight? :( guess i have to suit myself in this atmosphere as there are still another 3 years for you to have your raya here in malaysia. huwa huwa huwa (lari tajuk kejap)

ok la aca. i wish you for the happiest b-day and guess what, you're already 19!! another one year before entering the 20th. enjoy while it last! adiah karang yer balik mesia dulu. hahahaha. mwah mwah!

The 'torture' rules:

• Bold the statements that are true to you.
• Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
• Leave the Fibs alone.
• Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. (ahuh. especially si comel cap merah tuh.)
I dont watch TV these days. (only when holiday comes i'll be sittin in front of the tube. eheh.)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. (yup yup yup. lurve rpg)
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (haha. seronet nih)
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse. (hurm. need to cut all those un-needy words)
I have changed mentally over the last year. (sangat)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart. (yurp, but it's no fun when u r totally smart. just smart is enuff)
I've broken someone's bones. (if broken someone's heart, yes i have..)
I'm paranoid sometimes. (sangat)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now. (sangat sangat sangat sangat oke?)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (haha. happen when i present somethin or being on stage. i'm nervous to be exact. aaaaa)
I have long hair. (shoulder length)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (me got 4)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look. (it's just that i need new clothes to make myself mo appealin. hua hua hua)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. (it's a common thing when u r a girl)
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (sangat. call me!)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (i think all gurls do. hua hua hua)
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer. (haha. so that i can dance wif 'rain' the singer from korea. he's pretty good with the steps and man, his dance make me wanna dance mo. haha) 
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone. (yup yup)
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (ahuh.. )
I want to have children in the future. (sekarang pon takpe. haha. mesti kiut cam maknye. haha)
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (but do i have one? good fren ade la. hmm..)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (dominoesssss)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. (yeah!)
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys. (hahaha. no comment)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup. ( i think i spent wisely on makeup. :D )
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (drummmm)
I worked at a McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (totally. i think i'm more to site jobs)
I love sci-fi movies. (yurp. and 'the island' rocks!)
I think water rules.
I went college out of state. (originally from terengganu and attending a college in cyberjaya)
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours. (lurve when pink and orange placed side by side)
I can't live without black eyeliner. (my saviour. enuff said)
I somehow enjoyed this thingy !!!
I usually like covers better than originals. (sometimes)
I can pick up things with my toes. (wish i can pick with my nose or ears. haha)
I can't whistle. (sangattt)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. (boleh gulung pon jadik la)
I have ridden/owned a horse. (once.)
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (mesti cuak sape yg tido ngan ako. haha)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (used to)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. (oops)
I like a person of the same sex. (yurp, contohnye cik jihang)
I love being happy. (im sure everyone wants to be happy)
I am an adrenaline junkie...

nak tag jihan balik boleh tak? since takde orang bace blog ako nih. haha. anyone will do asalkan depa updet blog depa. mekaseh

i loathe getting missed calls from an anonymous number.

really. annoys. me.

yesterday, when i'm trying to call my mom, using the public phone, there were an incoming call on my cell. at first i just ignore it as i'm in the middle of phoning my mom. i redialed her number again as she ain't answering her phone, and somehow i got the same number again appeared on the mobile screen. hang up, and answered my cell phone. yet, S hang up. (S for stranger) so i gave the cell to my bf, and i told him to answer it if the same number called. (maybe it's important as he kept calling). so i pick up the holder and started dial....

B: gurl, ade orang call nih. nak angkat tak?
Me: angkat jer la. tanye ape dier nak.
B: ok. (sambil angkat fon). hello?

and suddenly my call answered

Me: Hello? Umi? (weird cause i swear i heard a man's voice at the end of the line)
B: Hello?
Me: (sambil tutup gagang) B, nape i dengar cam ur voice jer kat fon eh?
B: eh?
Me: (tgk kat screen public fon) omg. for all this time i've dialed my own number?! aaaaaa
B: *geleng kepala*

moral of the story: puh-leeze make sure that you dial the right number. sankyu

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